Is "Goddess" necessary?
It's the word I speak of, not the ineffable entity,
For a true God or "Goddess" cannot be contained
by a measly word-thing—
But this addendum to the infinite, to the uncontained:
this "-dess"
Like to say femininity is extraneous—
like a 13th hour—to what is an essential, defined
core...or even to say "God" is an incompletion,
a non-started, aborted in the mouth—
how can we make such a vulgar rhetorical
battleground of that which we claim to worship?
So, just God, is it?
Man and his limitation, his precious, gleaming
coin in that hollow purse called a mouth—
words: hot air escaping strange-formed
hot air balloons loitering the horizon
this way and that, inflated worth, these
words, if you ask me—heat and yet something less—
Where's the sense in the poet disparaging his
materials, his medium, his marble, his clay?
Who can say...in anything but more words, words,
words—borrowed, invested, divested, exchanged,
watch where they've been before you borrow them
on your tongue (else you might taste cocaine and
g-string).
God God God Goddess Goddess Godhood say it until
all meaning is lost and your prayer might start
getting somewhere, rising and rising like
a holy woman's heat in a chapel
or her 13 candle-flames.